Stander today

Something special!

So I've decided I don't have a special Valentine this year so if you send me a Valentine I'll send you a valentine it's my way of paying it forward so let's see how this goes smile emoticon

Bring on the Valentines and let's pay it forward!!! heart emoticon heart emoticon

Send me a Valentine and I will send you something back Happy Valentines day everyone!!! heart emoticon

Yummy dinner!!

Busy working!!

Pump 2-8-16

Sorry I've been extremely quiet

My pump levels are getting to the point where I don't feel good and I'm extremely tired during the day

Yesterday I decided to up my baclofen to see if that would help level me out until I go see the doctor on Saint Patrick's Day

Sometimes that helps and sometimes it doesn't and seeing as how I have a total new dose of medicine I am not sure how this is going to go

Remember I get baclofen throughout the day everyday now I don't have separate doses so I have one continuous dose throughout the day so me being tired is probably a new side effects but I have to say it's better than having spasms continuously

I would rather be tired then in pain because I was in so much pain that it was starting to be unbearable

Remember my pump is not a year old yet so I'm still learning this and I'm still learning my new body so this is just one of the things I have to get used to then heck I can deal with it

Bear with me as I learn these things and as I learn this new pump because it's not just a journey for you it's a journey for me a total new one for me and my body

To end this post just know that I'm fine I'm just extremely tired and if I have to sleep that's what I'm going to do but please know I'm here so if you need anything just leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can

Just a great day!

Loving myself!!!

Slowly but surely the weight is coming off now I don't talk about my weight much but over the last couple months I have been working really hard to get healthy and get back down to where I was a few years ago I don't know how much I weigh nor do I want to know how much I weigh but I figured it's time to share a picture so that you all can see how well I'm doing

I feel very beautiful in this picture and I'm really proud of myself

And to me that's all that matters no matter what anyone else thinks

 thank you to each and everyone of you

I love you with all of my heart

I have no set goals in this journey of mine all I can tell you is that I feel amazing and every little milestone that I make is amazing to me

I did not start this journey because I thought I was over weight or because I thought I was ugly

I started this journey because I got a second chance at life literally and I'm going to make the most of it

and it starts with being emotionally happy physically happy just all round happy with yourself

so today I can say I'm completely happy with myself and I could give a crap what other people think of me

if you love me then stick around if you don't then just go away

stick around to see what happens next on this journey with me

Wow all of the comments and likes are just amazing....Thanks so much!!!