11-5-15

well I'm not confident in the answer I got tonight

I called over to the Sports Center this morning to ask about my CT scan

Long story short with that phone call this morning I did not get very far so I told them that if I did not hear anything by Monday I would be calling back and demanding some answers

Will I'm sitting here watching TV tonight and its almost 6:30 quarter to seven the phone rings and it's the sports clinic calling to tell me the results of my CT scan

Now I thought that was a little weird on the time for them to be calling me back at almost 7 p.m. on a Thursday night

Note to self I am NOT happy with this clinic or how they're handling my situation does not make me feel comfortable at all

Let me see if I can explain this in a way that you will understand because really the way she explained it I don't really understand but I will do my best friends

Now this is what she kind of told me and I hope I can explain it enough so you understand

And let me make abundantly clear that I am NOT confident in this answer

I am definitely getting another opinion

The doctors that looked at the CT scan think that I'm losing my cartilage in my joints

But they are not confident with that answer

They also said that it could be coming from my neck all the pain could be stemming from my neck their

So their solution to this is going under that special x-ray machine again and shooting some cortisone into my shoulder to see if the pain goes away if the pain goes away is my shoulder and if the pain doesn't go away it’s my neck

I do not feel comfortable with this answer my intuition is telling me there is something more going on

So here's what's going to happen I'm getting a release of information from the hospital and everything that has to do with this appointment that I had on Thursday and everything that have that has to do with my pump going back to 2009 when I had it put in is being sent down to courage Kenny and I'm going down there and we're going to figure out what is going on with either my neck or my shoulder because I do not like that answer I got from this doctor or team of people that looked at the CT scan

Now that I sit here and think about it after I got the results of or some sort of answer from this doctor I think it is a combination of something going on with my shoulder and something going on with my neck due to all the complications I had when I had the first pump put in .....in 2009

I think there is damage somewhere in my neck and in my shoulder because of this and it's starting to come back and bite me and say we don't feel good and this needs to be taken care of

It’s painful and hurts it suck sand I really want the answers whether I really don't like them or not and if I have to go through test just figure it out we're going to figure it out

I think that's all for now friends I have to go and digest this information and really really think about this.

So I ask from you tonight please keep me in your thoughts and your prayers I know I asked you this a lot but believe it or not it helps me get through everything doing with all these issues

Until I post again may God hold you in his hands as you sleep tonight and remember to say a little prayer for someone you love

Good night

I love you all very much