Pump!

Update 8-7-15

so I thought it was time for an update

let me just say before I start this update that there may be some things in this update that are kinda personal but I figured that if I don't share so that people can learn then how are people going to learn about having this disability

and I'm one of those people that are a very open and honest about everything so can you not like this update just go ahead and remove yourself from my friends list or stop reading my blog cause it will be posted there too

so to start out this update I will tell you that I've been quiet for a reason

I've been trying to enjoy my summer and just get used to this new pump spending my time at the Boys and Girls Club enjoying things that I haven't done in a very long time going to the concert  in the park and other things that I've never done before

but it's really important to me to keep you updated on things good bad and otherwise

in the past week I've been starting to not feel very good or just telling me that my pump getting low and I'm starting to withdraw from the medication now I have to say that I haven't had any spasms I just have the fact that I'm starting to not feel very good and I cannot hold my bladder  as well as I can when the pump is filled

my legs have been hurting and my stomach feels like I have a stomach ache it's a really uncomfortable feeling and my sleeping been off it's really uncomfortable to lay down

but I have to be thankful that I've had no spasms with this none what so ever

I'm very grateful for no spasms because then it would be twice as worse

I can handle the pain and stomach aches and the sleepless night but those spasms or what is the worst they are just unbearable

now all of this is very uncomfortable but I'm very grateful for all of it because I'm learning not just a one day process it's an everyday process and as I learn I'm grateful for every day because then I know when it happens again how to deal with the situation because I'm sure that it won't happen again that is just the way my body works

I will continue to fight and have a smile on my face and I will update as much as I can but that is enough for you and like I said before if you choose not to like this update just remove yourself

I'm done dealing with people's attitudes feelings and remarks I'm trying to live my life and this is the best way I know how to share my story so that other people can learn from it

I love you all very much thank you for sticking by my side through this journey of mind I will update again soon please go out and make someone smile have a great Friday and a good weekend too love misty